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I didn’t kiss her today, but god dammit did I want to. Every fiber of me wants her to be serious about missing me and needing me, but at the same time I’m terrified of having my heart broken by her again. I’m far more dependent on her than she is on me, and I’m pretty sure she knows it… but I miss her more than anything and want her more than I want to breathe, and that makes not having her one of the hardest things ever.
Part of an entry from my journal - 8/27/14 12:02 A.M. (via swear-words-and-punk-rock)
I will know i stopped loving you the day i feel like i no longer hate you, because hate is not the opposite of love, it’s indiference.
I wish someone would have warned me that when you fall in love, you give a piece of your heart that you’ll never get back, no matter how many nights I scream your name into my pillow until my throat is raw and my eyes sting. I wish someone would have warned me that I would avoid going certain places again simply because it would remind me of you too much. I wish someone would have warned me that it’s so easy to lose yourself when you’re busy chasing someone else. I wish someone would have warned me that time can only heal what you’re willing to let it. I wish someone would have warned me that I can’t lose what was never mine.
So here’s my warning to you (via bitchin-brandi)
The next time he tries to hold
your hand you will pull away like
someone lit an open flame right
beneath your palm, and it will feel
like you are pulling mountains out
of their roots but don’t you dare let
him touch you don’t you dare let his
breath anywhere close to your neck.
You are a stone house of a human
being and he cannot burn you anymore.
A Story A Day #2 by r.b (via rbcages)
1. There is going to be someone who will break your heart. He will leave you crying his name out into the darkness of your room at 3AM on a school night. He will consume every thought. You won’t be able to look at the moon without breaking down. He will ruin your favorite places. Make sure he was at least worth all of this pain.
2. When you open yourself up like a book to him, don’t take it personally when he doesn’t tell you about his relationship with his father.
3. And when you see him with someone else for the first time, run the opposite direction. It will hurt. You will cry. He is not moving on, he is trying to get rid of the taste of your lips. Believe it or not, you left a mark on his heart.
3 things I wish my mother told me before I had my heart broken (via hypnoticangel)

We fall in love with what is bad for us. He tasted like expensive whiskey, and I had a craving for his liquor lips. He told me he didn’t know what love was, but I still spilled my soul on his floor and watched as he stepped over it instead of picking it up. He told me he didn’t want a relationship, but I forgot to stop myself from calling him my boyfriend when people asked about him.

Loving him was dangerous, but I’ve always had a high tolerance for pain. When his fingertips started burning my skin, I taught myself how to be numb. I was always doing things for him, I never even noticed I was wasting away.

it’s all fun and games until someone gets hurt | S.B. (via fallinlovewithapoet)

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